A Tough Day...

Today has not been good. Externally it has, but within, not so much.
I need belief restored.
I would say faith, but I don't think that's gone anywhere.
It just gets lost in the mess sometimes.
So, today I need help, I need inspiration.
I want all negativity gone from my life - even if it means saying goodbye to people I love.
When did it come to that? I guess when you realise you have to love yourself. When you realise you have to treat yourself just like you want to be treated. And I'll be the first to put my hands up and say I haven't been doing that. But it's as if situations are driving me closer and closer to an inevitable conclusion.
It's always sad when you believed in something or someone and it doesn't pan out the way you had hoped. But reminiscing on the past and waiting on some fictitious future is a big waste of energy. It's definitely energy that would be better spent elsewhere.
It takes courage to say goodbye, but there's also a power in it. And then there's always that bottom line knowledge - you'll be fine.

Here's to peace of mind and happiness...